Things That Seriously Piss Me Off....

Today is just... so.. *sighs*. I'm super pissed right now. I'm just gonna... let out my anger on here..

• Giving someone your stuff, then when you ask for it, they say that they gave it to someone else. 

Like.. what the heck ?!?! I gave it to you, and ONLY YOU. Gosh ! I gave my phone to a friend of mine so she can listen to my songs, then this other girl comes up to her and asks if she can see  the phone, AND SHE GIVES IT TO HER ! WHAT THE HELL MAN ?! So I got my phone back from  her, and I'm not trusting anyone with it anymore.. not even my best friends. Yeah.. that's right..

• When you're talking to your friend and someone random in the back of you tells you to shut it. 

Was I talking to you ?! I DON'T THINK SO ! I believe I was talking to the one next to me.. so shut it and mind your own damn business ! Ughhh ! My friend and I were talking to each other, and some ass tells us to shut up. The hell ?!?! I just wanna.... OOOHHH ! I WANNA RIP HER HEAD OFF !! UGHHHH ! 

• Racists... I hate... racists....

I am half Samoan, half American. I speak little Samoan and fluent English. Some ass passed by me in the hall and called me a "Palagi-doi", meaning "Dumb White". Some students ask me, "Where were you born?" and I tell them, "San Jose, California." and they'd be like, "No, stop lying, you're a full Samoan. Stop being a "palagi", you're not "palagi". I didn't want to waste my time explaining and telling them, "Shut up, you don't know sh**", so I just get up and leave. Eh, I don't care because they don't know, but this seriously gets on my nerves.... *sighs*

• When you get scolded for something you didn't do.

I'm not even gonna tell what happened... you can figure it out.. yeah. AISHHH !

• When someone asks for something from you and they just, throw it back at you.

Well, I was drawing in my notebook, and this girl wanted to see it, so I gave it to her. She looked at it, closed the notebook, and folded it into a telescope, and started smacking the girl in front of her with it ! I told her to give it back to me, and she throws it back at me ! WHAT THE FUCK ?!?! UGHHH ! MURDER ! POISON ! SET-UP ! STAB ! Ehhh...

There's more, but I'm good now. *sighs* It's good to let out your anger... yup. In a good way, like, by talking to someone or... blogging it out.. yeah. -__-

I don't do anything about it because I'm kind of like the humble type. I don't fight with my body, I fight with words. But, when I'm seriously pissed, then things get out of hand. When someone would be all up in my face, I would just tell them that I don't wanna fight, then I move along. If they grab something and throw it at me, then I'll grab their face and grind it into the ground. Ha, jokes. I'll just walk on... I don't care if they think that I'm a coward, or a chicken, it's just not worth my time........... 

Well, I'm thankful for the difficult people in my life. They have shown me exactly who I do not wanna be. :)

           

Spring Break

Well, spring break for me has been a pain in the ASS ! I can't go anywhere ! A friend of mine invited me over to her house and my parents said no, so I'm just here... at home... blogging... yeah.. We did go shopping and stuff.. but eh, I still wanna go hang out with her. My brother's having a blast though. He went camping with the rest of the young men (L.D.S) at Coconut Point (In Nu'uuli). There was a lagoon right next to where they camped, so they can just go swimming there.. MAN ! >.<

My brother trying to be cool.

His tent.

Other tents.

A fellow camper. I know this asshole..

Other fellow campers.

Troop 295 dismissed.

Troop 292 making fun of Troop 295. 

Another tent...

Campers going in the lagoon.

This guy's cool. He's awesome.. haha

Troops 292 and 295 going out.

This little a-hole here.. ehh lol

Bringing down the flags

The trouble-makers. -_-

Troop 292, Atten-tion ! 

Brother still in the position of attention...

HUDDLE, HUDDLE ! 

                                                  Yup, he definitely had a blast. You lucky !!

The spring break is almost over. Can't wait to finally go to school ! See my friends, see my guy, see my teachers. Yeahh right ! Ehh, joking, I love my teachers. Not sure about my P.E. teacher.. the guy is just plain creepy. *sighs* Weird, how I posted pics of my bro's spring break and not mine. No need for the pictures, I already told you what it's like. So yeah...
When we went to visit my brother, we were really happy to see him. My brother and I don't get along well,(we call each other names, tell each other to shut up, yeah) but when he left, I missed him so much. He's the loud one in the house, and when he left, it was so quiet. He was gone for 4 days and we missed him dearly. Just wait for him to leave for basic training. WE'RE GONNA CRY OUR EYES OUT FOR SURE ! But, until then, we're gonna spend as much time with him as possible. :)

WADDUP ?

Well, it's a new year. So far, it's been awesome ! PICTURES TO COME ! And here are some updates.

1). I'm still not a corporal. Missed my promotion... yeah.. dammit. lol
2). I have an awesome boyfriend ! My friends have been nagging and lecturing me on what to do and what not to do... ughh, how annoying but, it shows how much they love me so.. yeah. :)
3). My best friend and I entered the Speech Festival, but we didn't win. We came in 3rd
First place: Juniors
Second place: Seniors:
Third place: Freshmen (us !! lol)
Fourth place: Sophomores.
4). I'm learning how to play the guitar ! Not doing good so far. Ehhhhh !

I didn't post anything in a long time because I didn't have the time and sometimes I was just too lazy.... yeah.. but I'm gonna try to stay committed to this blog until the end of my high school year. KEY WORD: TRY

This week is just midterms and I'm studying so hard, I feel like my brain might throw up. Next week is Spring Break, so I'm gonna survive. I don't think I did good on my Algebra midterm though. Ughh, I hate slopes and y-intercepting and graphing ! They're just so damn hard... to me it is. There was this one time in class, I was the only one asking the teacher questions and she kept explaining and drawing examples, and I hear this one student say, "Come on ! Let's move on already !" Me: *thinking* Shut your mouth boy, I'm trying to learn here, you ass.

I have a habit of swearing when I'm pissed. I'm trying to stop but I just can't.. IT'S A HABIT. I sometimes swear next to teachers and I know it's disrespectful... but.. can't help it so.. I'm gonna try to stop. From now on, when I get angry, I'm just gonna.. say.. the letter the cuss word starts with, like.. "F this" or "F you" and "F-Sh-Ass-B". ehhh... I need serious help.

It's so hard making some people smile. When I make someone smile, the person sometimes looks at me as if I've gone mental or something. Then that person calls me an ass, then I call that person a BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP and we go all out on each other.

There's nothing wrong with loving foreign music, am I right ? Music is music, even if you don't understand what they're saying. Also, when you hear a familiar beat and rhythm but different words, it doesn't mean that person stole the song. Music is shared around the world. YEAH RIGHT ! THAT'S STEALING FOOL ! \ A'AIGHT ?! lol JKS :)